Pretty Smile - Hopelessly in LOVE

Why's your smile so cute?

Why's my body helplessly shivers at the sight?

Why have I lost my cool?

Why am I so hopelessly in love?

看不見未來, 未來掌握在自己手中

突然發覺我被考試的壓力壓得很low.. 而我發覺這壓力是我自己給自己的 then I realise why I give myself such a big pressure.. 因為I bank my future on it. 我想每個人對未來都有朣景, I guess when I failed my exam last yr 我很後悔 後悔我又浪費了一年的時間 現在的工作沒有很有挑戰性 我想要做的工作需要我考過這個試才有機會去取得 所以我好擔心我這次又過不了, then I am stuck with this job, 給自己好大的壓力 過去這一年因為考試加上種種原因我把我的生命停擺了, I put it on hold, 我把希望都放在一個人的身上(很不公平的) 結果最後當這個希望不如預期時 I got so miserable.. I can't see the future anymore.. I lost all the self-confidence which I was so proud (and sometimes too cocky) of.. So scared and so vulnerable.. at this moment nothing changed, I still cant see the future, still got to study (but at least it'll be over soon until next yr then one more level to go.....) but I just wanted to write this down for some reason. Maybe just so one day I can reflect back on, but mostly because to remind myself of the lesson I've learnt from all this.. I am not sure what that is tbh.. but I know I'll never put my life on hold anymore, I hate standing still.. I need to progress, if I am not then I feel I lose the purpose for existence.. and I know I can progress because that's what I do best :p I blame studying for giving me the enourmous pressure but at the same time I realise if I bank my future on this exam then I NEED to study and make sure I don't fail, no matter how dreadful this process is... (basically no life except work and study), I guess in the end I realise I can see the future if I actually do something about it, take matters in my own hand.. quit being a whiner, quit feeling sorry for myself quite being a baby.. and get this stupid exam over and done with! and hopefully this is the last I'll ever feel this shit.. or not.. :p

領悟

今天早上從睡夢中驚醒(要上廁所)然後發現我腦中playing this song..

領悟 - 辛曉琪

我以為我會哭
但是我沒有
我只是怔怔望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福
這何嘗不是一種領悟
讓我把自己看清楚
雖然那無愛的痛苦
將日日夜夜在我靈魂最深處
我以為我會報復
但是我沒有
當我看到我深愛過的男人
竟然像孩子一樣無助
這何嘗不是一種領悟
讓你把自己看清楚
被愛是奢侈的幸福
可惜你從來不在乎
啊！　一段感情就此結束
啊！　一顆心眼看要荒蕪
我們的愛若是錯誤
願你我沒有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出
就應該滿足
啊！　多麼痛的領悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首來時路的每一步
都走的好孤獨
啊！　多麼痛的領悟
你曾是我的全部
只願你掙脫情的枷鎖
愛的束縛
任意追逐
別再為愛受苦

我不想輕易放棄 but why do I find myself writing the final act?

最後我只能選擇做我自己

希望你也是

揮之不去

How do you get rid of the pain that's eroding me inside?

破碎的心知道什麼才是真實的感受嗎?

I Try - Macy Gray

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you (but I'm dreaming of you babe)
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigningI try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near (when you are not near aahh)

Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (sick of love)
My world crumbles when you are not near (your love, kisses and) Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near(when you are not there, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

Always loved the song and now it's just fitting...

Becareful what you wish for..

我以前曾經wish I can be a love fool, I wanted to go through how it feels like to be a love fool.. now that I am one I guess I can only say becareful what you wish for.. ha ha ha...

It's funny, I broke it off with a girl in pursuing of the above only to become one becoz of her.

Ironic huh...

YouTube - 《愛妻家》A Good Husband_電影預告

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imbM7JnlGqQ



是故意的嗎 就這樣一直stumble upon

如果可以選擇 我會選擇fast forward in time

It's gonna be a long long 3 month and I am not sure I can make it.







我想我失去讓你開心的信心, 我 沒把握了

你是聰明的孩子 靜下心來

謝謝你 姑 謝謝

最後一抹的微笑 在轉身之後
我閉上眼 哭了
僅存的一點點驕傲 華麗的外表終於丟掉
很徬徨很孤單 是寂寞或悲慘
一個人 該怎麼辦

像是刺蝟般防範 偽裝得勇敢
不輕易讓你 看穿
我以為可以很坦然 面對分開時不覺得傷感
然而將燈關上 一片無聲黑暗
心痛得大聲呼喊

我想我沒那麼堅強 每個女孩其實一樣
渴望著愛情的好 渴望被擁抱 卻都害怕愛讓人受傷
承認我沒那麼堅強 不過是一而再的逞強
小心將情緒收藏 比傻瓜還傻
刺蝟的堅強 全都是假象…
哭吧

為了名牌包！ 氣質女大街揮拳毆匪

http://news.msn.com.tw/news1584749.aspx

為了名牌包！　氣質女大街揮拳毆匪

更新日期:2010/02/03 12:16
長髮披肩，走進警局的時候引起關注，她就是在超商外和搶匪追打起來的名牌包女主人，170公分高的她，發起狠來攻擊歹徒，把氣質拋在腦後。目擊民眾：「不知道是很愛個包包還是怎樣，還是她不想要讓這個人跑掉，她真的很死命的拉住包包。」
就是這一只被害人從英國帶回來的名牌包包，價值2萬多元，才剛剛使用3個禮拜，是被害人排隊買來的限量款，她相當呵護，但沒想到到超商買個東西，竟然變成吸毒搶匪的目標，一把搶走。
目擊民眾：「她就一直拉一直拉，包包就掉在地上，女的就去把包包撿回來，之後那個女的本來要走了，結果那個男的又把她的包包拉回來，反正他們拉扯很久之後，那個女的才大喊搶劫。」
就在拉扯之間，正好碰上巡邏員警經過幫忙，行搶的男子馬上被制伏，不過拉扯之間，被害人心急保護的名牌包，拉鍊已經被扯壞！
氣質美女鼓起勇氣保護的包包受損，她相當心疼，不過看在員警眼裡，遭搶了還攻擊歹徒，美女的勇氣固然可嘉，但是第一時間報警，保護自己安全，恐怕才是自保之道。

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ROFL....

抽中一頭牛！ 超鮮特獎

http://news.msn.com.tw/news1580758.aspx

中國時報【李金生／金門報導】
吃尾牙摸彩拿獎品，電視、腳踏車和汽車都不稀奇，金門一家牛肉乾業者卅日舉辦年終尾牙宴，頭獎就是一頭活生生的大黃牛！讓應邀出席，包括經銷商、計程車運將在內的五百餘位來賓看傻了眼，一致認為是全台有史以來最「牛」的彩品，創意和噱頭十足。
以出產多種口味牛肉乾，在金門特產業享有盛名的良金實業公司，今年尾牙宴特別邀請名歌手于冠華參加，並安排火舞上菜秀、民歌懷念演唱炒熱氣氛，壓軸摸彩登場時，現場突然響起「哞」、「哞」牛叫聲，酒酣耳熱的賓客才發現「頭獎」竟然是一隻頭繫紅彩帶的大黃牛。
興奮得有些抓狂的來賓，交頭接耳議論紛紛，不時還有人鼓掌叫好，稱讚以牛肉乾打天下，有自家畜牧場的良金不失「牛」家本色，連摸彩獎品都牛味十足。
李沃士縣長摸出第一特獎，結果獎落良金公司自家員工李玉鶯，讓她高興得手舞足蹈，表示要將這頭在去年四月出生，才七個月大的黃牛，寄養在公司的牧場，好好照顧牠長大成牛。
由於農畜產品都是免稅，中獎沒有扣稅的問題。負責人薛承琛表示，該公司用一頭活牛當彩品，目的在凸顯以生產高粱酒出名的金門，日產酒糟三百公噸，長年免費提供鄉親養牛，可同時飼養三萬頭之多，若用以支應縣府規畫的金門養牛大業，每年以出售一萬五千頭牛計算，就有十億元的收入。
薛承琛強調，如此酒糟不僅不會變成汙染環境的廢棄物，還可「加工」最後變成牛肉，該公司希望成為種子牧場，帶動金門養牛事業，因此才在與鄉親同樂的尾牙宴中，推出這項不一樣的彩品。
根據地方文獻「珠山顯影」月刊記載，珠山村在民國廿四年發行「文化紀念獎券」集資建設家鄉，「特獎」也是一頭小黃牛。曾任珠山社區發展協會理事長的薛承琛，也算是效法前人，傳承農家精神。
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LOL... i wonder if this happened in Taipei... ppl prob go wdf... 髒話都飆出來了吧 if they end up winning this... hahaha...

2010 新好男聲 - 伍家輝

伍家輝 - 我瘋你
詞：伍家輝/小寒/蕭賀碩
曲：伍家輝

風在臉上輕撫
味道有點苦
怎不說情話

你不愛我嗎
想讓你有自由
卻把心弄丟
你不愛我吧
藉口多說都是假

我瘋你 別讓我說得太多
我瘋你 別讓我錯的太多
我瘋你 別讓我做得太多

我瘋你 別讓我獲得太多
我瘋你 別讓我失去太多

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第一次聽到伍家輝是在一個偶像劇的原聲帶裡, 他唱了一首叫'我的二分之一'. 那時就超愛那首歌的 但從來沒聽過這個名字 google 也找不到什麼所以就做罷 (重點事都不確定到底是男的還女的!! 聲音聽起來還蠻像女的說...)
So anyway, 看到他有出專輯二話不說馬上d/l, 一聽 超愛 但還是不確定他到底是男的女的 Google了一下才確定.. 他是男的. 只能說聲音很特別 但真的很好聽. One of the few that I love from the start.

Here's the full list of his first album.
專輯曲目：
01.雖然我願意
02.無家可回
03.聽聽
04.我瘋你
05.一個人白頭
06.肚子餓了
07.空缺
08.要你說愛我
09.童話傻瓜
10.遠距離
11.一人一半

http://www.crimsonrain.com/2009/12/blog-post_26.html

Road to High Performance

The road to high performance is through sleeping with tons of woman? LOL.....

卡通人物誰最有品？小朋友：海綿寶寶

http://news.msn.com.tw/news1550069.aspx

LOL... SpongeBob is what kids think is the role model.. haha...